Thank you FetLife!

I just wanted to say "Thank you FetLife!" I've met some amazing fantastic people on this site and had so many memorable moments.

This afternoon I went to a GB organized by someone I met on FetLife a few years ago. The lovely lady was also from FetLife and she was absolutely stunning amazing and hot! A fantastic Sunday afternoon. I hope to see her again. 

This Friday I have a date set up with a super sexy younger woman I met on Fetlife as well. I've been seeing her for over a year now (I still need to post about our first meeting. It was amazing!) every few months. She's so amazing and wonderful and I can't wait to see her again!

On NYE I'm planning on going to a party hosted by another friend I've made on FetLife. He hosts parties once a month or so. I've been to a bunch of his parties over the past year and I've always had an incredible time. There was another guy on Fet who hosted some amazing parties who took a break but I hope he comes back in 2024. His parties were amazing as well! I've found out about some amazing events on FetLife as well. 

So Thank You FetLife!

Hello Neighbor - Crazy Saturday Night!

 I had a crazy night tonight. Had sort of first in my long swinging career.

First of all I had a date set up with a Domme. I was really looking forward to it. She's really hot and I was looking forward to submitting to someone with experience. We had been texting for days planning it. I told her I would text her when I was heading out. 

Meanwhile there is a couple on Fet who have been posting ads for small GB/Bukkake parties. I love a good Bukkake and that is one of my big fantasies. They said they were from the same suburb that I/we live in. The problem is that they always put their parties up last minute and at weird times. It's never worked out for me. Well this evening they posted that they were having a party that would start at 10:30. I really wanted to go but I was planning on meeting the Domme at 9. I didn't think I could make it on time. But I wrote to them saying that maybe I could make it later? At 11? They wrote back to me and told me that 11 should work.

I got in the car and sent a text to the Domme to let her know that I was on the way and started to drive there. As soon as I got on the highway she wrote back to me. "Tonight? I thought it was tomorrow night?" "I'm out with friends tonight. Will tomorrow work?" Crap. This was the second time she had flaked out on me when we had plans. But then I thought. Maybe I could still go to the other thing at 10:30? I wanted to write to them to say that I could definitely make it at 10:30 but I was on the highway. I got off at the next exit, found a place to pull over and park and sent them a message.

"I can make it at 10:30. I'm in!" They sent me a message back to let me know that there was still room for one more guy and I was invited. Then they gave me the address. I realized it was really close to where I lived. I put it in the GPS of my car and thought I would drive by. It was still only 8:30. I started to drive there and realized it was really close to our house. When I arrived I laughed. Holy crap. It was literally on the block we live on!!! Down the street, the first house around the corner!

One of my all time fantasies has been to find a swinger couple to play with right in my neighborhood. I could literally walk to the party later! I parked the car and went inside and told Maria my story. She laughed but wondered if they were legit? She remembered a particular family living in that house. I told her that I was going to take a chance and ring the doorbell.  

Things started to get slightly weird after that. They kept on moving up the time. "Be there right at 10:55. Ring the doorbell and we'll start at 11." "Sorry, we're starting a little later. Please ring the doorbell at 11:10." Fortunately I'm an on time kind of guy myself. I also knew it was only going to take me about two minutes to walk over there. So convenient! 

At 11:05 I walked out of the house. As got closer I noticed there were several cars parked in front of the house with their lights on. I couldn't tell if it was two or three guys who were waiting? But they were definitely waiting. I kept looking at the time on my phone. As soon as it hit 11:10 I started to walk up to the house. The door cracked open as if someone was expecting me and a guy said hello. Soon there were two other guys following me in.

It happened so fast. We introduced ourselves as we took off our coats. He guy asked us to take off our shoes. Then it was down the steps to the basement where the play area was. Waiting for us was Anna. She looked amazing. Amazing legs, fantastic breasts, just a smoking hot body. In fishnet stockings and a black vinyl corset. She and her husband were Polish. I asked them how long they had been in Des Plaines and they said they had just moved into their house two months ago. Anna was smoking a cigarette. As soon as she was done she said we should all get naked so we could play! 

Hubby pulled out his phone and said he wanted to record the whole thing but he would try to not show our faces. No problem with me!

The three of us took off our clothes and it was on! We got in a circle around Anna and she got on her knees and started to suck us all one by one. Sometimes sucking one guy while stroking another. She was good and loved it when we would fuck her throat and go deep. I noticed that I had the biggest cock of all of the guys. She had a little more trouble swallowing all of my cock but she was able to do it. 

She had amazing breasts and I played with them for a bit. I couldn't tell if they were natural or enhanced? Then at one point I kneeled down so I could feel her pussy. OMG. She was tight! She was also pierced around her clit as well. Did I mention her nipples were pierced and she had amazing tattoos? She really was a sex goddess. After about 10 minutes I went to my pants to get a condom out so I could be ready when she wanted to fuck. I asked her husband how long these parties usually lasted so I could get an idea of how to pace myself.

He said, "She usually can only last about 20 minutes. You know how it is with all of these guys playing with her. She gets worn out."

Dude... I go to GBs all the time where the ladies play for hours. Most of my sex dates last for at least an hour or so. 20 minutes? Are you kidding me?!? But I thought to myself that I know that all women are different and I wanted to respect her/their boundaries. I just thought it was a little weird. But I also knew this was going to be over quickly. 

I put on the condom and asked her if I could fuck her? She bent over so I could fuck her from behind. Wow... she looked amazing. An incredible ass and beautiful curves and thin waist. and those tattoos... I got my cock in her and yes, she was super tight and felt amazing! I surprised myself by feeling the urge to cum pretty quickly after fucking her for just a few minutes. I pulled out and she quickly turned around and got into position so I could cum on her face. I had one of my better facial cum shots in a long time I must say. It was fucking hot. I shot a couple of big ropes across her nose that dripped down onto her cheeks. She was wearing glasses and I got one big shot on her glasses. Then I got another few shots on her lips and chin. Her husband got it all on video.

The next guy started to fuck her while she sucked the other guy. He didn't last long either and Anna was soon flipping around again as guy #2 pulled of his condom. He aimed more for her mouth and got a couple of shots in her mouth and then all around her lips and chin. Then guy #3 started to fuck her from behind while the rest of us watched. He didn't last long either. Anna got under him so he was more at the top of her head. He started to cum on her forehead and then all over her face. After three loads of cum she looked amazing! A face glazed over with cum. Completely covered. I was still hard and could have fucked her some more but her husband said she was done for the night. 

We all started to get dressed and the other guys grumped a bit. Soon enough I was walking home again. I walked into our house at 11:28. So I really was there for about 20 minutes. I think I would have been grumpy myself if I had driven far and it had only lasted for 20 minutes. But for me it was just a short walk! Now I know if I ever want to go to a super short sex party with a super hot lady I can go right down the street! lol

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Catfish or Real?

 Got an interesting one going on right now... I have a pretty good BS detector at this point. I really can't tell if this current prospect is real or now? Sometimes I think that if it sounds too good to be true it's probably fake. This sounds too good to be true. But I'm getting serious vibes that it's all real? Maybe?

So about three months ago I noticed that a couple had checked out our profile on SLS. It showed a pic of what looked like a cute young very petite Asian girl and her more middle aged white husband. Their profile said that hubby loved to share his wife. They were from the Bay area but they travelled often and were in Chicago a fair amount. 

Their SLS profile said that she was 28 and he was 44. She was 5'0" and 100 lbs. She looked super cute and petite and curvy. Their profile also said they she liked to meet and play with older more mature white gentlemen over the age of 40. I was intrigued.

Then I read their certs. There were four of them. They were all from the past few years and all of them were glowing. They basically all said that a night with her was a night that you would never forget. She was beautiful and had a tight petite body. That she was completely submissive and would anything to please you. She was very oral. She was seductive and exotic. Almost every review also said that she had a  super tight pussy and was also very much into anal. Now I was even more intrigued to say the least!

I sent them a quick note. To my surprise and delight they wrote right back to say that yes they would be interested. I wasn't sure if I was talking to the husband or the wife? They asked if I had KiK? I gave them my address and I soon got a note. It was from her. I was soon chatting with the cute Asian wife. 

Her name was Aoi. She was born in Japan but moved to the US when she was four. She's a hotwife who loves to play with other men and her husband encourages it. Typically they meet someone. Chat for a bit. Then she starts to pleasure the man orally while her husband is still in the room. Then she gets up with the man and they go to the bedroom and close the door so hubby is waiting outside. Her husband is involved with high end venture capitalism and travels a lot for work all around the country. She works for her husband's boss as his personal assistant and fucks him at least once a week. She lost her virginity to her husband's boss a few days before their wedding. Her husband is lousy in bed and ignores her needs. 

It all sounds too perfect. Like something out of a LitErotica story. But her certs on SLS? 

The other day she asked if we could chat on the phone. I called her and after a few rings she picked up. She had that tiny cute Japanese voice you hear as a stereotype. I had trouble understanding her a few times because she was so soft spoken. But she seemed very real and very nice. It was easy to talk to her. But a phone call doesn't mean that she is actually going to meet me.

We've made plans for tonight, Saturday. She has said that her hubby is taking a client out for the night so she'll be free for 3 or 4 hours. We're planning on meeting at 7pm in the lobby of the hotel. She agreed to wear a dress that buttons up the front with garters and stockings and nothing else. No panties no bra. Then she'll unbutton her dress for me and reveal herself to me. She also said that she knows the hotel manager because they stay there so often and long. So she agreed to fuck him so we could have a deluxe suite to play in tonight. It sounds so hot. It sounds so amazing. It sounds so perfect that I'm starting to wonder if she can possibly be for real? 

We agreed to text this morning. She told me she arranged the room with the hotel manager. But now she doesn't know if and when her hubby will be heading out. He's waffling with her about his plans. So yeah, I'm starting to get that "feeling". I hope she proves me wrong. We agreed that we would touch base at 3pm this afternoon and she would let me know before then if she hears anything more about his plans for the night. 

I'm hopeful that things will work out. But more and more I'm thinking she's a fake? I'm thinking the odds are about 50/50 at this point. I honestly was planning on staying in this weekend after having an amazing 3sum last weekend. If things fall through I won't be too upset because I've downloaded all the digital video files and I wanted to start putting together a video with the highlights. So I'll have a super fun night either way! 

So at 12:30 she sent a message that said, "sigh, not looking good". I wrote back, "what's up?" Haven't heard a peep from her and I can see that she didn't read my message. I wrote to her at 3pm like we agreed on and no response. The messages still sit there unread. 

Catfish! 

Serious 3sum Anticipation!!!

 So I'm not going to post this until after it happens. I believe in Karma a little bit. Bad luck bragging about something before it happens. I don't want to tempt fate. Shit could still happen. Someone could get sick at the last minute but... 

I'm so fucking excited!!!!

I have a date this coming Saturday night with two lady friends to have a 3sum to celebrate my birthday! A good old fashioned super hot FFM 3sum with two bi ladies. Every guy's fantasy. It's Monday night as I start to write this. 5 days to go! Who's counting?!

This is one of those tough birthdays, a number milestone that is a little hard to take. I'm turning 59 years old. Fuck. In one more year I'll be 60. Fuck FUCK. It's hard to comprehend. One of my best friends died a few months ago at the age of 56. It's been hitting me hard for the past few months. Then about a month ago a guy I knew from college passed away and it made the news. He was kind of a dick! We used to get in arguments in college because he was so conservative and right wing. He got sort of semi famous and I used to hear him on the local radio. So suddenly I've been feeling sort of mortal. 

In the past year or so I've been lucky enough to connect with several ladies off of FetLife. Yes, I'm getting older but I'm becoming a somewhat desirable silver fox. A Daddy Dom. When I was younger I had a baby face. Now that I've gotten older I think I've turned into a very good looking older man. When I was younger I looked sort of innocent and dorky. Now I look wise and more professorial. I can easily fit the look of the good looking older teacher/professor. I've been lucky enough to connect with a few younger women who are really into that look/type in the past year. Maybe there are a few advantages to growing older?

One is Jan. An old fashioned name. I met her first about a year ago. She hits a bunch of buttons for me. She's super cute and in her mid 20's. Sort of a punk look. Tattoos, piercings, and short buzz cut hair. Beautiful big breasts and a bit of a pear shape. Nice big hips and ass. We've played together about six or so times in the past year. She loves to get high and play! She gives really good head. She loves to ride my cock and cums a bunch. My kind of lady. Plus she's super chill and nice and fun to talk to. 

Then there is Summer. OMG. She is already one of my ATFs and I've only seen her three times so far. I met her about six months ago. Our first meeting was epic and I really need to write that story and post it. Summer is also in her 20's. She's a super cute Asian American. Chinese. I don't have a particular Asian fetish but it was more a surprise/bonus when she sent her first face pic to me. I was already in lust with her curvy amazing body and her personality when we sent messages back and forth! We've really connected in the past few months. I'll admit that I sort of have a crush on her. We text a lot. I think she's amazing.  

About a month ago I sent each of them a text. 

"My birthday is coming up at the end of the month. Would you be interested in joining me and another lady friend for a birthday 3sum?"

To my shock and surprise and amazement they both said "Yes!" Holy crap!!!

We've basically been texting and setting it up since then. I've been out of my mind with anticipation for the last month. They also are both very submissive to me and will be happy to do what I want. I'll be directing the activities all evening. They both have been so amazing and open and GGG when I've been asking them about limits and ideas. They both have been basically teasing me for weeks.

For instance I found my old digital video camera. I plugged it in and tried it out. It still works fine. I asked them both if they would mind if I video tape all of the fun and they both said it would be OK. I bought some blank tapes off of Amazon. I've got 3 hours of tape. I hope I fill up all of them! lol

They are both going to bring sexy lingerie to wear.

I asked them about condoms and fluid sharing. I'll be putting on a condom for fucking. I asked them both if they thought I should change condoms if I switch between them or if I can just leave it on knowing they'll be a little fluid exchange between the two of them. They both said they would be fine with me just leaving the condom on. Everyone has been tested recently enough. Consent. It's a wonderful thing! But, it's important to figure some of these things out beforehand. It's not really sexy and hot but it's sort of sexy and hot! 

I was looking through my toy drawer. I bought a brand new double dildo right before the pandemic and I never got to use it. I asked them both if they would mind if I brought it so we could try it out? They both said that is something they have always wanted to try! 

I knew that Summer was bi but I wasn't as sure about Jan. I send Jan a text asking her if she was OK with the bi stuff? Would she be OK with kissing Summer and eating Summer's pussy. A day later I got the response. "Sure! I'm so excited about this!!" Summer has been texting me telling me how much she wants to ride my cock while Jan is sitting on my face so she can kiss a girl. Summer also has texted me a few times about how much she wants to lick Jan's clit and my cock and balls while I'm fucking Jan.

This is going to be an amazing epic night! (knock on wood...) (please let's not something happen...)

My list...
Double head (of course) both standing and laying down on the bed
Me laying down. Jan sitting on my face while Summer is sitting on my cock. The two ladies kissing each other and playing with each other's breasts. (switch and reverse!)
Fucking Jan from behind while she's eating Summer's pussy. (switch and reverse!)
Having the ladies 69 with Summer on top and Jan on the bottom. Fuck Summer from behind while Jan is licking her clit and my balls and cock. (switch and reverse!)
Same sort of thing but move to the end of the bed. Fuck the lady on the bottom while the lady on top licks her clit. 
Have Jan fuck me reverse cowgirl leaning back while Summer is between our legs licking my balls and Jan's clit. (switch and reverse!)
Have Jan lay down and have Summer sit on her face. Fuck Jan. (switch and reverse!)
Fuck Summer from behind on our sides while Jan licks her clit and my balls. (switch and reverse!)
Watch the ladies play with the double dildo
Watch the ladies 69 and play with each other

-repeat!-

It's the night before we meet and I've got to admit I'm going bonkers. I haven't heard from Jan in a few days but the last message she sent me said "I can't wait for Saturday we're gonna have lots of fun!!" Jan has always been so steady and reliable. That's one of the things I've liked about her. If she says she's going to show up she'll show up.

Summer has been texting me almost every day. She's super excited about this! She really wants to play with Jill and have some good girl time. I'm all for that! 

But I am going bonkers. I'm so hyped up about this. I'm feeling a little nauseous. I very purposely didn't drink at all tonight and I'm going to go to bed a little early. I want to wake up and have it be tomorrow!

In the morning I'll text out the hotel info one more time to both of the ladies. I'll be really nervous I think until they are both actually in the room. Then I'm guessing everything will be just fine! :-)

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So I woke up this morning and within minutes both Summer and Jan had texted me. 
Summer wrote "Ahhh todays the day!"
Jan wrote "Today's the day!"
I like how they think alike. :-)

I actually hope Jan and Summer like each other. They remind me of each other. They're both about the same age and cute and nice and chill. They both love weed and know a lot about it. They both would rather wear sweat pants and a hoodie instead of sexy short skirts. Both are a little shy but once you get them behind closed doors they are amazing in bed. I actually think it would be super cool if they became friends and then had a 3sum with Jan, Summer and Summer's bf. Summer did mention that maybe next time we could have a 4sum with all of us? I wouldn't mind at all meeting Summer's bf. A 4sum sounds great to me!

But yeah. It's going to happen! I'm trying not to be too excited. No more nervous tummy. Just bouncing off the walls. Maria has actually been really nice about it. Helping me find a few toys and cleaning them up. "Honey, where is the cord for the wireless wand? I need to charge it up."

My 40th Birthday

This is the story of what happened on my 40th birthday. About twenty years ago. Another totally true story. Sort of a slightly messed up story so I haven't shared it until now but it was also pretty darn hot. For years I felt weird about this encounter. As the years have passed I have tried to put it into perspective. It was an amazing one time experience.

So it was my 40th birthday. As I like to always do I scheduled to take the day off on my birthday. I don't like to go to work on my birthday. I like to sleep in and get super high and have fun. It was a random Monday and I had the day off to just chill and relax. I also always liked to set up some sort of sex rendezvous on my birthday. I had actually gone to a swingers club with Maria the Saturday two nights before. We had an amazing time but like usual I was a horny beast and wanted to fuck some more. It was my actual birthday. I wanted a freaking fun swinger episode!

I woke up and did what I often did and got on SLS to see if I had any messages. Nope. Nothing. I got the kids to school and got back home. I had the house all to myself all day until around 3 or so when I needed to get the kids from school. I got back on SLS. I did what I would sometimes do and see who was online. It was early still. 9:30 on a Monday morning. Could I possibly hook up with a lady or couple and have fun during the day while Maria was at work and the kids were at school? But what were the chances of that happening? ZERO of course. But like always I thought I would give it a try.

When I looked at who was online I saw an old friend. Or perhaps I should say and old lust. ChicagoXXXgirl was her SLS name. (she's long gone. sorry) I had met her and her boyfriend several times at parties. She was TOTALLY my type. Curvy sexy petite body with a nice ass and big boobs. Red hair. Nice tattoos. Sexy face. A cute little gap in her front teeth. I had always wanted to play with her but we never had connected. We had in fact played with her boyfriend several times in small gangbangs. Maria loved his cock. I had bumped into her at a swinger party about 4 or 5 months before then and we had chatted. I really wanted to fuck her that night but we ended up playing with the couple we had come to the party with. I saw that she was online and thought maybe today could be my lucky day? I sent her a message.

"Good morning! It's my birthday today! Wanna help me celebrate?" 

(haha. no chance but why not throw it out there)

"Hi there! I remember you. Sure! What do you have in mind?"

(Holy shit!!! She responded. Sure? Yes?? OMG. This never happens. Happy birthday to me!! But I sat and thought a few minutes about how to respond.)

"How about meeting, getting super high, and fucking for hours?" 

(I was already feeling a little cocky. But also thought I should get right to the point. I only had so much time.)

"That sounds great! Can you host?"

(What?!?! I'm doing mental cartwheels at this point! FUCK YES!)

"Yes, I've got the house to myself today until about 3pm"

"Awesome! Can you come and pick me up?"

"Sure! When are you good to go?"

"I'm good to go right now!"

(Was this really happening? I couldn't believe my luck. I had the house to myself. Usually I would talk to Maria beforehand in situations like this. Should I give her a call and let her know? Was this even happening? Would Maria mind me playing with this super hottie in our house while she was at work? What if she surprised me and came home? But she never does that. She hates surprises. She always lets me know if she's coming home. I remembered that she had told me that she had a super important meeting at work that morning. She wouldn't want me to bug her in the middle of a meeting about a swinger episode? Horny brain won out. I should just go for it! What were the chances that this was going to happen anyway?)

Then she wrote back and said. "There's just one thing. Would you be willing to give me some money so I can buy some crack?"

(BWAA BWAA BWAA... the alarm bells are going off hard now. CRACK?!?! Red flag. "Warning Will Robinson!")

At that point there was still a huge stigma about crack. I suppose there still is? Crack scared the shit out of me personally. I like drugs. I've tried a fair amount of them. Ganja. Speed. Shrooms. LSD. But I always tried to steer away from the ones that I had read were super addictive. Heroin, and Cocaine/Crack. I wanted nothing to do with those. "If you try it even one time you will be hooked for life and you will be destroyed." That is what I heard in my head. As I said. I like drugs. I didn't want to use anything that could really mess me up. I had come to the point where I had decided to just go with the organic shit.

But fuck. She was so hot. I wrote back. "How much money?"

She quickly wrote back. "$75". 

$75 to hook up with a lady that I had been lusting after for years? Yes, there was the whole crack thing. Also, was this basically prostitution? What would Maria think as well? Crack in our house? But I had bought weed for friends before in exchange for favors. Was this more like that? I had also read stories about this sort of scenario. She would tell me a place to drive up to. She would ask me for the money and tell me that she would be right back. She would run down the street and into and alley and then I would wait, and wait, and wait, until I realized that I was a chump and had been taken advantage of. But what the fuck. What else was I going to do on my birthday?! Maybe I should just accept that I was probably going to lose $75 and see what happened? It was still only 9:45 at this point. "Fuck it", I thought. Let's go on a birthday adventure! 

I typed back, "I can do that! Where are you? I can hop in the car right now and pick you up."

She wrote back and gave me the address. I looked it up on the computer. It was in that weird area right off the highway near 18th St when you're going to Chinatown. I had never been in that area before but I knew exactly where it was. I told her it would take me about 15 minutes to get there. 

She said, "Great! Send me a text when you get here and she gave me her number." Holy fuck. This was going to happen. Something at least was going to happen! I still had a feeling she was going to run off with my money. But at least I would get to see her for a bit and have a birthday story to remember. I was also a little freaked out about turning 40. I thought it would be fun to possibly make my 40th a birthday to remember for the rest of my life. Take a chance. Go for it!

I pretty much just threw on my coat, ran out the door and hopped in my car. It really was a 15 minute drive from our place at the time in Logan Square. Got on the Diversey exit and headed south on the highway. It was after rush hour so I quickly drove through downtown and soon was at the 18th St exit. Thinking to myself, "Holy fuck is this really going to happen? Holy fuck is this really going to happen? Holy fuck is this really going to happen?"

Soon enough I was off the highway and heading towards the address she gave me. I pulled in front and found a space. The area was really a dump. A little ghetto tucked in between the highway and Chinatown. I was already starting to wonder if I had made a mistake? But I sent her a text. "I'm parked in front!" 

She wrote back, "Is it OK if my boyfriend joins us? I really love 3sums and feel like 2 cocks." 

More alarm bells. Big time. Red flag. This was clearly a set up. I was about to hit the accelerator and drive off before I got murdered or mugged or car jacked. But I decided to take a chance since I was already there and wrote back, "I'm sorry. I'm not up for that. Are you still ok with just you and me having fun?" I expected her to back out. I knew this was a crazy wild dream. She wrote back, "I'll be right out!"

I looked over at the building she gave me the address for and not long after the door opened. It was her. She also looked amazing and super hot. Just a simple look. Daisy Duke shorts and a white T shirt that was cropped so it showed off her belly. It was unusually warm that day so she also had on a light jacket. I waved at her and she came over and opened the door to the car and got in. I was still expecting something bad to happen but she just looked at me and smiled. It hit me that I never got her actual name. I laughed and said hello and btw, what is your name?! She giggled and said, "Jessica". 

I looked over at Jessica. She was a little younger than me. Super pretty with that cute little gap in her front teeth. Shoulder length slightly curly red hair and green eyes. She had also lost a bunch of weight since I had last seen her. Whereas before she was more curvy she was now more skinny. But she still had a great ass and nice breasts. They were probably 36D when I last saw her. Now she was more like a 34C. Still very hot. But I wondered if it was the crack that was changing her? It had only been about 5 months since I had last seen her and she looked different. It sort of freaked me out. 

She asked me how well I knew the city? Could I get to the area around Grand and Ashland? I knew exactly where that was. I decided it would be easier to just take the locals. I started to drive there and we started to chat. I was in disbelief that Jessica was in the car with me. A fantasy cumming true. She started to tell me that she was super horny and wanted to fuck for a long time. She wanted to know if I liked oral because she really wanted to suck my cock for a long time. She just loved having a cock in her mouth. I told her that I really wanted to eat her pussy for a long time. Maybe we could 69 and then fuck? Then 69 again and fuck some more? She laughed and said that sounded great! Was this actually happening? No way! Surely she was going to rip me off. 

Soon enough we were at the intersection of Grand and Ashland. She said, "You have the money right?"

I said yes and she told me to go down Grand one block to the west and then turn into the alley. She told me to pull over at a certain point and told me she would be right back. Then we would have fun all day! I gave her the money, $75, and she left and went into the building through a back door. I was certain that was it. I would wait, finally give up and drive home. I waited a few minutes. Once again I was a little freaked out. What was happening? Was this safe? Were the cops going to roll up on me? 

Then all of a sudden she came out and hopped back in the car. She was radiant! A huge smile on her face. "I got it! Let's go to your place and have some fun! Do you mind if I start smoking while we drive?" Holy fuck this is happening! Holy fuck this is happening!! Wait... smoke crack in my car while I'm driving? Can I say no? I want this to happen... Fuck... 

So I tell her (of course) "Sure! No problem!"

I also know that at this point I'm about a 5 or 10 minute drive away from our house. I smoked weed all the time in my car. She reached into her purse and pulled out a pipe and a baggie that had this stuff that sort of looked like salt and she filled up her pipe and started to smoke. Once again I was a little freaked out. I cracked the window of the car. Could you get high off of crack from second hand smoke? It smelled really different than weed. More acrid? I didn't like the smell. But the drive to our place was quick. She only had a chance to fill up a couple bowls before we were at our place. 

We also chatted while we where driving. I ask her if she minded if I video taped us? I had a digital video camera and I loved to film my/our rendezvous. She said, "Sure!" She asked me if I had some tapes of any fun sex parties and I told her about the GB video I had with what turned out to be her ex-boyfriend. She wanted to watch that while we played. Then we talked about lingerie. She asked me if Maria had any at our house? I told her that yes, we had a nice collection. Jessica thought it would be hot to wear something nice. What was my favorite thing? Her black corset that showed off Maria's breasts. Jessica told me that she wanted to put it on while I filmed her and we fucked. My mind was reeling. What would Maria think? Could I say no? Was it really a big deal in the scheme of things? It seemed minor compared to the whole crack thing. 

Soon enough we were at our house in Logan Square. I parked and freaked out a bit again. This was our home. She would know my/our address. This was a crack addict. What if she came back with her crackhead boyfriend and robbed us or something? But once again my penis brain won out. It was around 10:30am at this point. We had hours to play. This was going to be amazing! Maybe?!

We went inside. I was sure that the neighbors were seeing everything. I quickly went to the front windows and pulled the shades shut. It sort of hit me then. Holy crap. I was alone in our house with this super hot lady and she and I were going to fuck for hours. It was actually happening. YES!!!

I asked if she would like something to drink and she asked if I could get her some ice water. Then we went upstairs to our bedroom and the sexual tension was getting hot. She was so cute and sexy. I couldn't wait to play with her. Maria was a larger size than her but we found the corset along with some stockings she could wear with it. Fuck...  she was going to look good. 

Then she said she wanted to go back downstairs so she could watch a little bit of the GB video with Maria and her ex. I would have been happy to just stay in the bedroom but I also thought the idea of watching the video with her was also totally hot. 

We went downstairs and while I was putting the tape in the VHS player she started to take off her clothes and change. She had an amazing body and I was getting hard just looking at her. She had one of those lower back fuck slut tattoos that were so popular at the time. I loved those!! I also took a little time to set up my video camera. I wanted to record every moment. I recorded some of her changing. She looked amazing in the lingerie. (The rest of this story is easy. All I have to do is watch the video and write down what happened!)

The video was starting and we watched a bit of Maria sucking and fucking three guys at once. She giggled a little when she saw her ex. We both smoked another bowl. Ganja for me. Crack for her. Then she leaned in for a kiss. She tasted just fine and she was a hot kisser. Our tongues swirled around and I started to roam my hands over her hot tight body. She started to moan. Then she said, "Maybe you should get naked also and start that video camera!" 

I took off my clothes and started to record the action. She knelt down between my legs and started to suck my cock. But first she took a big drink of the ice cold water. She started to suck and lick my cock and said, "Do you like it a little cold?" and then swallowed my cock. It felt amazing. A little chill and then the warmth of her mouth.

She was really good at giving a blow job. She would lick around the head softly then put the head in her mouth and lick all around it. Running circles all over my cock. It felt amazing. My cock started to get harder and harder.

She moaned and said, "I love it when I feel a cock growing bigger and bigger in my mouth. It's so hot."

She asked me, "Do you like it wet?" I moaned and said yes and she spit on my cock and used it as lube and stroked me. I said, "Lick my balls while you stroke my cock.", and she moved down and started to lick and suck my balls while she stroked the head of my cock. It felt so good. She knew just where to lick and went even lower and licked that super sensitive part of my balls right near my ass. I moaned loudly and she said, "You like that don't you?" She was good. Really good!

She licked my balls some more and then moved up and started to lick all up and down the shaft of my cock getting me wetter and wetter. Then she looked up at me and said, "Do you like deep throat?" "Uh huh" I could barely get it out. It was more a moan in the affirmative. She took the head of my cock in her mouth and started to swallow my cock. She went lower and lower until she had almost all of me down her throat. It was amazing. Then she started licking all over the shaft of my cock while going back up, then stroking me while swirling her tongue around the head of my cock. She was so good. 

I said to her, "I would love to fuck your ass with my nice hard cock." She looked up at me with a teasing look that was super sexy and said, "Only if you promise me that next time my boyfriend can come so I also have a cock in my pussy at the same time." I moaned while she sucked me some more. It was my birthday. I was perfectly fine with getting oral for a nice long time. 

I asked her if she could lick my balls some more. She was so good at it. She spit on my cock to get it really wet and then moved right down to that super sensitive spot right at the bottom of the base of my balls and started to stroke my cock. I said, "Oh my god. How did you know that was one of my favorite things?" She looked up and laughed and sang a bit of that song, "I know what boys like..." and then went back to licking and sucking me. I was having an amazing birthday! I still couldn't believe that this fantasy girl of mine was in my living room giving me some of the best head I'd ever had in my life. 

She really got into it. She just loved sucking my cock it seemed. I wanted to see her breasts and asked if she could unbutton the corset a bit. She undid a few buttons and then pulled her breasts out and pulled down the corset a bit. It was one of those moments when I realized how much weight she had lost. Crack had changed her. I remembered that when I had seen her about a year ago at the swingers club her breasts looked like they were about 36D. (I'm a breast man!) Now they looked more like 34C and sagged a little. But she was still hot. Her long curly red hair and long legs and her tattoos. I was still so thrilled she was there. 

She started to suck my cock some more and I said, "This is turning you on isn't it! You like being on camera don't you?" She said "Uh huh" and moaned and started to lick and suck me while she reached down and started to play with her clit and pussy. She was really getting into it! She got up off the floor and leaned over and started to suck me deep into her throat again. It seemed like she was really getting off on me filming her sucking my cock. She was licking me and sucking me and rubbing my cock all over her face. 

Soon I started to hear her moan louder and I could see she was rubbing her clit harder. She started to cum. Her legs shook and she had to kneel down on the floor again. But she still kept on sucking my cock. After a few more minutes I told her she should stop because I didn't want to cum so soon. I wanted to fuck! We agreed that we should head upstairs to the bedroom.

We went upstairs and moved to the bedroom. I got the video camera set up while she smoked some more crack. I was a little freaked out about the smell of it in our bedroom. Would Maria notice anything later? But still my penis brain won out. I was in this scene until it ended and I was having so much fun with Jessica I didn't care. Jessica took off the corset since it was a little uncomfortable for her but left the stockings on. They looked so hot on her nice legs.

I set up the camera and Jessica got on the bed and spread her legs and started playing with her pussy. I wanted to just watch her play with herself for a bit. She played with her clit and I could see her starting to get wetter. She started to moan and groan while she was playing with herself. She told me she couldn't wait for me to fuck her with my big cock.

I got out one of my favorite toys. A vibrating dildo with rabbit ears for the clit. I handed it to her and she started to play with herself. 

The problem it turned out was that her pussy was so tight that the toy could barely fit in! Wow...  this was a good problem to have! We got out the lube so she could get it inside of her. Soon she had the dildo in her pussy and the rabbit ears on her clit. She started to moan louder and fuck herself with the dildo. My cock was getting very hard watching her.

Jessica started to cum hard. That turned me on even more and I went over to the bed. She went a little limp but left the dildo in her pussy buzzing away. I moved over and started to lick and suck and play with her breasts and nipples while she moaned more and more.

I moved up and put my hard cock near her face. Jessica knew what to do and started to lick and suck my cock while she continued to play with her pussy with the vibrating dildo.

I had brought up a glass of ice water and I had learned that Jessica liked playing with ice cubes. I got one out and put it in her mouth. She took it out and rubbed the ice cube on her clit and then both nipples moaning all the time. Then she put it back in her mouth and started to suck my cock again. I hissed with pleasure when my cock touched the cold ice cube in her mouth. We played like this for a while. She sucked me while I played with her breasts and rubbed her clit as well. She was getting so wet and seemed to be cumming over and over again. She took the ice cube out of her mouth and started to rub it on her clit while she licked and sucked my cock. 

I leaned over after a bit and took control of the dildo and started to fuck her with it. Long strokes and then short fast ones. She started cumming over and over again while I played with her. 

I wanted to taste that pussy and suggested that we 69 for a bit. I also wanted to fuck her badly but I realized I hadn't even fingered her pussy yet. I wanted to taste her and see how tight she was. I lay down on the bed and she got on top of me.

I started to lick her pussy while she sucked my cock. I love a good 69! She tasted really good! Super yummy sweet pussy. After a bit I moved my hand and put a finger in her while I licked and sucked on her clit. Holy crap. She had a super tight pussy! I couldn't believe how tight she was. I really wanted to fuck her now but we were just starting. I wanted to see if I could make her cum again and taste her then. 

Soon enough she was cumming hard. I could feel her pussy grip my finger in waves. I couldn't wait to get my cock in her. But first she told me she really wanted to just suck my cock some more. She evidently just really really liked sucking cock. 

It also turned out that Jessica was really into the idea of being video taped. She wanted to suck my cock some more but closer to the camera. A better angle. We moved to the end of the bed and she kneeled down between my legs and started to suck me some more. I must admit the footage did look good. It was a good angle and she looked really hot.

I told her I was about to cum again and I really wanted to fuck her. We got up on the bed and she asked me what positions I liked. I told her that I would love it if she would ride me. I put on a condom and was so ready to get inside her pussy. I was expecting her to get on top facing me but instead she did reverse cowgirl. At first it was actually a little hard to get my cock in her. She was so tight. But once I was in it was amazing. She gripped my cock and it felt like I was filling her completely up. She groaned loudly as she sat down on me filling herself up. Soon she was bouncing up and down. Playing with her breasts and clit and cumming over and over again. Every time she came I could feel the waves of her orgasms and her pussy clenching my cock.

We fucked like that for a while. It was amazing. Then I wanted to get on top. She got on her back and spread her legs and I once again had to squeeze my hard cock into her very tight pussy. She had sucked my cock for so long I was already ready to cum. I wanted to try to make it last.

I looked down at her while I was fucking her. She was so hot! Such nice long legs. Beautiful face with that long red hair. Such an amazing tight pussy. Her nipples were so hard. She started to moan louder as I fucked her and started to cum again. 

I knew I wasn't going to last much longer. I said, "Oh my god, I'm almost ready to cum already. Your pussy is so amazing and tight!"

Jessica said, "You like my nice tight pussy don't you?" and gave me a wicked cute little smile/smirk.

I felt like I was hitting that spot of no return. I said, "Fuck, I'm going to cum!!". I pulled out and started to pull off the condom. Jessica asked, "Are you going to cum on me?" and I started to cum all over her. She opened her mouth and stuck out her tongue so she could try to catch some of it.

I started cumming and cumming hard. It was a massive cum shot. The first shot landed on her forehead and in her hair. The next one landed in and around her mouth and then I had a few more shots that covered her breasts. She was dripping in cum and she loved it! She started to rub it all around her face and breasts and pussy and body. It was so hot. 

We had been playing for about 2 hours at that point. I realized that I had never eaten lunch or anything. I was starving. I also wanted to air out the house and clean up. We agreed to call it a day and we both smoked another bowl. She offered me some of the crack. She really wanted me to try it. But I said nope. The weed is good enough for me thank you! 

I drove her back to her place. While we drove she talked non stop about all the fun we could have together. She had a girlfriend who loved to play. Would I like to set up a 3sum with her? She also really wanted to get together with me and her bf so we could double fuck her and do a DP. I was so excited about meeting Jessica again and all the fun we could have together! I was still pretty freaked out about the whole crack thing but it didn't seem like that big a deal? She still seemed pretty lucid and was super fun to play with. Maybe the crack thing wasn't so bad?

I got home and opened all the windows for a bit. I noticed I already couldn't really smell anything. I cleaned up all traces and Maria had no clue when she got home. She never noticed anything amiss. I wondered if I should tell her about it? But the whole crack thing still freaked me out. It was one of the one and only times I ever did anything with someone else and she didn't know. I'm open and honest with her 99.9% of the time. This was literally the only exception. 

I tried to call Jessica again a few weeks after that and got no answer. A few weeks later I tried to call and got a message that the number had been disconnected. I checked SLS and it looked like she hadn't logged on in weeks. I left her a message there as well but never heard back. Her account eventually got deactivated. So no way to reach her.

I always wondered what happened to her? Did she end up in jail? Is she even still alive at this point? It makes me a little sad to think about her sometimes. I'm pretty sure crack fucked her up. I hope I'm wrong? I hope she is out there somewhere living a good life. Thank you Jessica for making my 40th birthday one that I'll never forget. 

Funny Story that you can't tell at work...

First of all... things have been good recently! I've been having a lot of fun. Had an amazing date with my hotwife friend the other night. I met an awesome couple and had an amazing 3sum with them. I've also been invited to a bunch of GB parties recently. I think I've developed a bit of a reputation as a gentleman who will actually show up, has a nice cock, and will stay erect and perform. It doesn't seem that hard to me. (rim shot!)

Anyway... I was at a small GB party the other week. A small one which is still the type of thing I prefer. Maria and I still aren't going to swinger clubs and hotel take overs. Just small stuff still for us. 3sums. 4sums. In this case it was the host who pretty much watched, myself, and two other guys. I thought it was sort of interesting that it was a very diverse party. I was the white guy. One of the other guys was Black and the other guy was Asian. A nice mix! The girl was Latina and totally hot and we fucked her for a couple of hours. A great little party. 

As we were winding down for the night we started chatting. The Asian guy said to me that I should say hello to Maria. He really enjoyed playing with her at an MFA party a few years ago. He hoped she was doing well. The host of the party then chimed in and said that he wished her well also. He always thought she had the most amazing breasts he had ever seen and her pussy was so incredible when she started to cum.

The Black guy who was listening to all of this then said, "Are you telling me that I'm the only man in this room that hasn't fucked your wife?! What the fuck!" 

We all fell on the floor laughing!!! 

This is when I feel like I am in the closet in some ways. I feel like I couldn't tell this story at work or to my Mother or Brother. But it really was super funny!