Thursday, July 23, 2015

Our rules

When Maria is going to cuckold me and go out and fuck other guys while I watch, or listen, or just stay at home, we have certain rules.

First of all for the week before I'm not allowed to grope her like I like to do. I'm not allowed to reach over and feel her beautiful breasts or touch her ass. If I do she'll say, "stop that, I'm saving myself for xxx"

We have a GB set up for her on Sat night. So...

Wednesday is the last day that I'm allowed to fuck her or have sex with her. She likes to make sure her body is fresh and ready for her new lovers in a few days.

Thursday is the last day that I'm allowed to play with myself and cum. I often masterbate in the mornings when I wake up. (If I don't have sex with Maria that is...) So I usually watch a lot of GB porn and cum a few times.

Friday I'm allowed to play with myself but I'm not allowed to cum. So I still watch GB porn and some of my "home movies" of Maria playing in the past. Those in particular drive me crazy. I play with myself and get myself right to the point of release. But I don't allow myself to cum. Maria wants me to save my cum for her at this point. I'm really good about saving myself for her.

Saturday I'm not allowed to cum, or play with myself, or anything. Total deprivation at this point. By this point I'm usually bouncing off the walls thinking about Maria getting fucked anyway! All I can do is think of her all day all the time. She knows that. I'm not allowed to touch myself or play with myself until she's been fucked for hours. I usually start getting blue balls at this point if I haven't already and my balls start to ache.

When she meets up with her date or the guy/s who are going to fuck her I have a leather cock harness that I put on. It's not a hard core chastity device like the CD3000 but we like it. We ordered it from Mr. Leather in SF. It has a leather strap that goes around my balls and a leather sheath that goes around my cock. When I wear it I feel it every second it's on. It squeezes my cock and balls and keeps me from getting totally hard. It constantly reminds me what Maria is doing. It's sort of a Pavlovian reaction at this point. I put it on and I know she's fucking another guy or guys while I can only watch, or listen, or stay at home and wonder what she's doing.

She also sometimes makes me wear a pair of her panties under my pants all day on Saturday. It's really humiliating. I don't consider myself a crossdresser but it drives me crazy when she does that. I'm wondering if she's going to do that this Saturday? She knows that it would make me keep my pants on the whole night. I wouldn't want all those guys fucking her to see me in a pair of woman's panties. OMG.

Then when she's done playing and all the guys are gone she sometimes lets me fuck her pussy. It depends on how sore she is. Sometimes she likes to let me fuck her for a minute or two so I can feel if her pussy feel stretched out and sore. Then she'll tell me that she's too sore to fuck me after fucking all those guys. Sometimes all I'm allowed to do is jerk off over her breasts while she tells me what happened that night while I stayed at home and wondered. She often saves her ass for me. She'll tell me that her pussy is sore but I can fuck her in her ass if I want. She loves it when I fill her ass up with a huge load of cum after I've been watching her all night. It's all up to her. I wonder what will happen this Sat night?

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